What a day

Yestarday I went home early because I as going bowling and my best friend was going out with her family so y drive all the way back to school thats a waste of gas..so I go to the nail salon bc i had cracked my nail and I wanted to get it fixed before i broke..so when i get there there are two girls in front of me so I sit in the waiting area...So i get the nail fixed and im ready to go..I walk to the bus stop so i can catch the bus down the street to my meeting...so im walking but im on my cell phone at the same time and I stop walking so this lady comes and says oh your too cute to walk huh..you think your too cute..and im just looking at her like this bitch is crazy so she is like waiting for me to start walking again like what fuck do these people smoke..she was on some shit..so i get to the bus stop and now mad busses are coming but i was not the one i needed...so off one of the busses comes this guy with his son trying to talk to me..besides the fact that he was ugly..and old..had a child...hommie ur on the bus..what can u do for me. NOT A GOD DAMN THING..call me shallow but ill be damned if i talk to someone and we are both walking not even gonna happen..my mom tells me i think im too good to get on the bus but after getting on yesterday and seeing what kind of people ride the bus SHE IS DAMN RIGHT I AM TOO GOOD!! So I finally get to my meeting and there just going over what the company is and what we will be doing...I just want to save for a car and pay for school....So I get home and not even in the house 5 minutes and my best friend is calling for me to come downstairs...so I had to rush and eat my food..grab my stuff and leave...my mom is going to kill me because she didng get to see me..so we get to the bowling alley and the people who run soul bowl are not even there..thats a damn shame black people cant even be on time for their own shit...So i grabbed the two bowling balls and i wanted the guy behind the counter to hold them but he wanted to be an ass and say no..for whatever his reasons where...then i asked for a certain lane..and he put me on the lane next to the one i asked for and im like y cant i get that lane..but the people who came after us got it which was not fair at all..he talking about they called for it...GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE..so me and THY like whatever not even worth making a big deal out of it...so where bowling and shit not that many came out just people who come every week...so its getting late and i done had a couple of drinks so im feeling nice...and i rolled my ball down with THYs and the guy got mad and turned our lane off talking about one more time and thats it im like OKAY FINE I WONT DO IT AGAIN..but i didnt break the same nail that i had fixed because i didnt want it to break...I was so fucking mad i didnt want to bowl anymore...

Alot of the guys that i know where in the house last night..It was good to see them because I had not been bowling in a while..expecailly that sexy ass one that i had a thing for..lol...but i soon realized that there was nothing there for me besides a cool ass friend...I just wanted a chance to prove that i would never do him wrong ...but that I guess that will never happen he is in his own world and state of mind...I just wish I could find someone who I could make happy and they could make me happy at the same time.

MY Week

Well today is thursday that means im done with classes for the week yay..well monday was cool i had my usual three classes done by 1:45...fell asleep in justice and racism...didnt really do much after class i think i went to wayne hall and that was it..tuesday i didnt have anyclass so i stayed in bed late and then went downtown to find some sneakers..which i didnt even find..i was so sad..once i got back from downtown i went to wayne hall and then i think we walked to 7 eleven...i dont remember..lol i was suppose to go to ebonee but i had homework to do so i couldnt go...i did however walk to the building when i was on my way back from moving the car with thyana..it was over but everyone was hanging outside...so i went and too see if anyone i knew was out there..But anyway there was this guy from my school or what not that i had exchanged numbers with..so he comes out to the lobby looks dead in my face and dont say shit...like that was some bull shit but i refused to speak if he was going to act like that fuck that..im not beat niggas kill me expecting the female to speak to they asses..and my girl was talking it with one of his boys but that niggas is an ass too so I see why they are friends..One day i was in the dinning all and the girls basketball team was in there and they was looking at me im like okay is there something i need to know i got some shit on my face or something...but when i went to the gym yesterday i saw the him and one of the girls that was at the table together im like OHH thats WHY i was getting the ill look..lol...

So let me tell u about my justice and racism class today is wed and were are in class and the teacher is talking about racism against JEWS, BLACKS, and GAYS and he is talking and giving notes and things of that nature..when he starts getting into what is going to be on the exam..so he said Nelson Mandela will be on the exam and one white boy was like who is that? I looked at him like WHAT...R U FUCKING STUPID...his comment wasnt that even bad but this one dude had the nerve to say when u see black u think of dirty and when u see white you think of clean...I wanted to say but what gets dirty the fastest you Fat fuck...talking about its like ying and yang get the fuck out of here..

iight so were up to sat and sun...well both days i had to work from 9-4 made good money too bad it all had to go in the bank because i did over draft and i owe them niccas 72.00...sat my cousin came up from maryland called himself going to atlantic city mind u we he passes atlantic city on his way to my house two hours out the way..SO you already know this nigga aint know where he was going...but im glad he came by it was good to see him..he is like my older brother since i dont have any and he dont have any siblings...so we went to fridays and i thought i was going to have to beat the shit out this white girl..when im walking into the resturant she is coming out and bumps into me without even saying excuse me u should have seen the look on my face..so anyway we get our table place our order and were waiting..so next thing we see this guys drink fall on this lady and she gets mad as hell...he is trying to explain to her that it was an accident he didnt mean it but she not trying to hear it so she throws her drink on his friend not even the man who drink it was...so we just sittin there like oh shit is about to be a fight in this bitch...so by this time there bring the food out and they put it on the table behind us so we looking at what they had...the manager was trying to get them to calm down but the her man wont trying to hear it so they had to leave..aint even touch the food...so we asked for there shrimp basket..they was gonna have to throw it away anyway shit...they gave it to us too they knew the deal..lol

So sunday came and I went to the skating ring I try to go everyweek with my non skating ass I can only go in one direction..its so sad..but im gonna break down and buy my skates so then i will be cool and ill learn how to skate backwards....I met this guy from rutgers there he could skate his ass he was cool i hope i run into him again..lol..After skating we stopped at the mcdonalds on the parkway..my friend on the inside wont there i was kind of angry because i had to pay for everything...but its cool..anyway while we was out there this guy was trying to talk to my best friend and i guess he grabbed her hair...and she cursed at him like what the fuck u dont know me so dont fucking touch me..and this nigga like ohh you mad white..where you from...so she said East Orange..and he like no u not u WHITE as hell...by then i herd what he was saying to her and I got mad as hell because..since you see a black girl who talks proper english she must be from a WHITE town..he like u not from no hood talking like that..WTF...i wanted to say you dumb fuck...but i just was like okay whatever time to leave..so we had to drive all the way to willyp..(Because i live on campus now..yay) and when we got to the school we called the safe ride to pick us up from the parking lot dont u know this chick was like okay..so when the safe ride never came we called again she like oh he on break and he wont be back til 2:30 WTF y didnt she say that shit the first time and when we asked if he would come get us exactly at 2:30 this bitch gonna say i dunno..mind u its only 2:00 so we would have to wait 30 min for him to come back plus how ever long it take him to get to us...Fuck that my black ass walked...so we then had to do laundry..and homework for my 9:30 class i didnt hit the bed until like 5:30 i was pooped

I BLOG YAY

I BLOG YAY!!! (I'm Hot SHIT)..

So im going to give this blong thing a chance and see what happends i was told its supposed to be very therapeutic so what do i have to lose...school has started back in for about two weeks i finally got to move back on campus got my bill cleared.(thank god)..so im going to sum up this weekend thursday threw sunday in this blog.

Thursday was crazy I didnt have class so for most of the day i was in my room then it was off to the mall to find a outfit for the CLURG party and made that LQ run u know...I was going hard for this one...and did we due exactly what we set out to do..I was the driver god must have been on my side because I was done..(Nothing to brag about but it happened) the party was crazy fun it the DJ could have been a little better but he was cool..My Ex came to the party y does that man have to be so cute DAMN..He was trying to get his mingle on but i already told him my school is off limits he cant talk to anybody that goes here..lol like im his mother or something..lol..the only problem I had was it was SOOO DAMN HOT in there I was about to pass out.After the party the cops were waiting for our ass...you can see how racist some cops are when the party let out people were just trying to get to their cars and cops start pepper spraying people and thats all I needed was to get caught in the eye..One cop even had the nerve to tell us we wont in bergen county anymore..I looked at him like WTF...I was so DONE i was terrified to drive home..and my friend was not any better..my ass was driving slow as hell once we reached the school parked and was half way to the dorm i realized i had no room keys i was mad as hell I had to walk back alone to get them that was a long ass walk...and it had the nerve to start raining..then my roommate EX or whatever spent the night and being a good friend i allowed hime to use my charger because we have the same kind of phone little did i know i would be waken up at 7 in the morning by the ringer blasting in my ear i was so mad bc then i couldn't go back to sleep..so sent the person who called a message expressing how i didnt like that and it turned in to a major argument for my roommate and her ex so to take away from that we had some drinks and went to bed boy what a day....sat and sun still to come